OH MY GOD,
I must go to the Tarja Turunen concert in Köln...but I'm not sure if it would be ok with the law...as far as I know I woul have to go there with an older than 18 person...and it is in Köln (200 or 250 kilometres away from me) and I have to go to school the next day... but I MUST see her...
Tarja is sooooooo good and soooooo beautiful and she sings soooooo good...I would like to make the handbag shootings with her as a modle and I would like to design clothes for her...she is soooooooooooooooo beautiful...

Eves [link] birthdayparty and the day before were nice... bertoltus [link] , one of our friends (not sure if I can tell you his name) and me bought a show-fighting-sword for Eve, gave it to her last friday and made her a knight (actually we made her a warrior of the world in the name of the beer, the roleplay and the metallic music)...

I always have to think of my modle problem...I still have no idea where to find modles...I thought about asking girls from my school but I don't think anyone would do this as I'm not a professional photographer or modle scout (hope this is the correct word...) and as I can't give them money...and I'm too shy to speak to people I don't know...in the last days I noticed that there are not really much girls (in my school) with black hair...at least no beautiful ones...there are some but they all look like their hair is dyed (word from my dictionary, don't trust that thing)...but wait a minute I have an idea there is a beautiful one and I think her hair is not dyed...hm...

ok...I don't know anything else to say...for this moment...

I made a mistake on the links in my last journal with the chanel [link] things the second collection I want you (especially Eve) to see is called Paris-Monte Carlo (I forgot the Carlo)

Links I want to show the world:
Tarja Turunen's website: [link] Tarja is sooooo good...

and again please excuse my not-good-english...(bad teachers didn't teach me anything the last 2 years...)

...hm...this is my first journal...and I have no idea what to say...
I had a little disagreement with Eve [link] but it's ok now...
I had my first arts lesson for this year today...I don't like the teacher but he was ok today and the first theme is fashion shows in european fashioncities. The theme comes from an art competitionand I think I will make some handbags for it... I got a new bag-order from a girl from my class...

I will make a few handbags for my parents' shop; lady assasin [link] is one of them. I love making handbags especially eveningbags but I would also love to make clothes. But they're more expensive and more difficult... I got an order for an baroqe-gothic-bondage frock-coat (as my from-the-70ties-dictionary translates Gehrock...I don't trust that dictionary). It is for a little goth (ok...he actually is quite tall...) I like him...I like goths and I would like to go to the WGT a gothic festival in germany but I'm too young...
In the next weeks I will make new drawings of some old designs from my pseudo chanel collection. ( [link] [link] ) It's called chanel voyage and it is a sommer-travelling-prêt-a-porter collection. I love chanel...
I need models for the handbag shootings and I don't know where to find them. I need a kind-of-Audrey-like looking girl and maby a black-haired high-class-goth-woman...and a cute not-dominating-black-or-maby-blond-haired-very-good-looking-boy to be dominated by the gothgirl(s). (Jessy the girl which orderd Poison bag [link] will be a model for that shooting too) ...if you know someone who looks like I discribed or if you yourself look like that and if you (or the person you know) are in Aschaffenburg this autumn/winter please send me a message...I don't think I will find anyone this way but I have to try everything...oh and I can't pay any money for the models

ok...said a lot for having no idea what to say...I like talking...and saying things...and speaking...

Links I want to show the world...
chanel [link] look at autmn/winter haute couture collection and Paris Monte (especially you Eve)
and my cat hates you [link] (my fave cat there is Queen Nefertiti...look at her)

please excuse my in-no-way-perfect-english but I'm german and in the last too school years I didn't learn anything (because of the teachers)...