Maby you noticed that I was not very active here the last months...that is because there were a lot of changes in my life and I didn't have much time...
So here are all the things that happened since my last Journal(16.5.2008):

In an earlier Journal I already wrote that I wanted to change my school. I was at a "Gymnasium" (a German schooltype leading to the university). The reasons were: I wasn't very good at school (especially in Latin and maths) and I already know that I want to become a fashion designer. In Frankfurt I found a school that is specialised in fashion and leads to the same graduation as a "Gymnasium". In this school in 11th grade you have only two days class a week and the other three days you have to work in a company in the fashion business. In 12th grade it's 5 days school a week.
In February 2008 I started writing applications for the school and for a company to work at...
In April the school wrote me a letter that I could go there.
In May (one day after the Tarja Turunen concert^^) I had a job interview at a costume studio and a few weeks later I was told that I got the job.
And since August I am at the "Frankfurter Schule für Bekleidung und Mode" (school for fashion and clothing, Frankfurt)and work at this costume studio.
The bad thing is that I have to get up very early every day now and go to school(/work) by train wich takes almost one hour

In The middle of August we moved to another flat, because the old one was too expensive and big and too many things were broken down and because the owner wasn't very nice and didn't repair anything...
The new flat is very nice. My room is bigger now and has a balcony and I have a lot of space to sew and be creative. And the owners are very nice, too^^.

I didn't have any internet for 4 weeks because of the move and couldn't be here on deviantart...and after that I just didn't want to do much here and I don't really know why. I guess I just needed a little break^^ Except that I didn't have much time because of the new school/work...but now I'm back and I'm trying to be more active...

The Lady Asassin fotoshooting I was often speakin about in my journal was cancelled. We couldn't find a day where we all had time and I didn't finish all the handbags that we needed for the shooting. It was a project for art-lessons at school and so I had to do something else. In December I finished the Poisonbag and I will make some photos of it soon...

I was not lazy in the time I wasn't here...I did a lot of photo-projects and also drew a lot.
The one was in June/July: I had made a blue waistcoat and needed pictures of it. I was the model that time and Max [link] (a friend of mine) was the photographer . The location was the area behind the main station in Aschaffenburg. First I just wanted some photos of my waistcoat but then we started thinking and had great ideas...The concept was (in short form) a world after a nuclear war where strange creatures rediscovered the old cultures and are inspired by them. after that shooting we decided to make a second one with a female model and send the photos to a competition by a big German Photo-Organisation. We could send 4 pictures and our best one was on place 11. In the overall-standings we were on place 12. You can see those pictures in my Gallery.

The other project was in May or June (I can't remember when exactly it was). It was a bodypainting-photoshooting. The model was Leibo [link] and the painting I did on him was in the style of "carnivorous plants" [link] but it didn't work like I wanted...On paper I normmally use black biros for this style but we needed a colour that you can remove a bit more easy so I used acrylic paint and make-up in different colors. The painting took 2 or 3 hours and the photoshooting about 4 hours. The location was the Schönbusch-park near Aschaffenburg. I think I will have to do this again and better sometime. I will upload the pictures soon...

I also have a new and better camera now. It is a Canon Eos 1000D and it was my christmas gift^^. I'm still learning how to work with it but I think I can alredy show you some of the new pictures made with my new camera^^ (I will upload something the next days...)

The Tarja concert was great^^...I was standing in the 3rd row...I have never been so close to her before^^...her voice is sooo good...and her outfits^^ I took 281 photos (with supporting acts) and I will upload a few of them so you will see all her outfits of that concert^^...Tarja is sooo beautiful.

The concert was much better than the one in Cologne last december. But that doesn't mean that the one in cologne was not good...it was very good but the one in Wiesbaden was better^^

She had five stage-outfits. she was singing Nemo and she was wearing the Nemo-dress again. And the dresses from the I walk alone video and from the die alive video...

...I will see Tarja Turunen today...I will go to her concert in Wiesbaden in 1 and a half hours...and I will take many many photos of the godess^^

hm....now I'm 16...
I had a wonderful birthday so far^^...last year everyone forgot my birthday. Ok it was a saturday but on monday noone said anything...
but this year my friend Erin came to me for breakfast and later in school almost the whole class and some friends from other classes and one teacher (the architecture-teacher) wished me a happy birthday^^...
One part of my birthday-present was that my parents will drive me to Wiesbaden to the Tarja concert on 14.5.2008...now I'm happy^^...I will see Tarja Turunen again^^ I already was at her concert in cologne in december and it was GREAT and this time I will take my camera with me and I will take as much pohotos of the godess as I can^^

I still didn't do the fotoshooting I'm planing since September...it's difficult to find a date where all models have time ... and I didn't finish all the handbags and the dress for the shooting yet...I wanted to have this litle "collection" in my parents' shop in december...
but next week holydays start and I will have time for it. I also spoke to my photography-teacher and she said I can take some photos in the school's photo studio (the idea was a behind-the-scenes of a cover shooting picture)
And I found a model...the one that will be poisoned by Lady Assassin. His name is Leibo (at least that's how everyone calls him^^...his real name is Fabian.) I think I will upload some photos so that you can see him...
Now I have all models I need...actually I planed some pictures with the devil but the model I wanted for this role cut his hair (and now he doesn't look good anymore) and I changed the "plot" so I don't need him anymore. Jessy (Lady Assassin-model/owner of the location) will be enough devil^^
But I think one more female model could be good because it always has to be 3 and there is still one type of women missing to make the shooting look good...the role she should play would be the Governor's daughter; a graceful red-haired young lady. She will be seduced by Lady Assassin

the LARP two weeks ago was great but had it's bad moments, too... I played my Illusion-mage and it was funny^^ I had potions with unknown effects and Pralines with adverse reactions^^...but I was the only mage so I had to do all the analysing...

I said tomorow I know...but I alredy gave away the bag (was a ordered one ,too) and the test-bondage-frockdoat pictures are not really good and I'm too lazy to take new ones.
But I will make a big shooting with some handbags (also the one I finished last week), a dress and gloves I'm making and some other clothes and things not made by me...
It is for a school project. the topic was "fashion-shows in European fashion citys". And I will make this shooting for it... I want to show the world of fashion...at least parts of it...as I see them^^but it plays in one of my imaginary worlds. The photos will be "One day in Lady Assassin's Life" (working title).
Lady Assassin is one of my handbags [link] and a very rich and bored lady. She "works" as a muse and model for many very famous designers. Her hobbies are partys, balls, champagne, sex, glamour, killing and men...The model for Lady Assassin will be my friend Jessy. Michelle (you can see her in my gallery) will also be there as the drug model and one of Jessy's friends will be there ,too.
But I need more models. Especially male models. One as "The Fashion Photographer" and one as "The Hair and Make-Up Artist". I also need one to be poisoned by Lady Assassin. I think blond or red hair would be good for that one. And I need the devil himself^^. Or maby one of his best deamons.
As female models I need "The Governor's Daughter" and maby one glamour-goth-girl...
If you would like to be a model in this shooting or know someone who would like to, please send me a message or comment this journal... And I'm afraid I can't give any money to the models but they would of course get the pictures...

Now I will go and watch Germany's next topmodel...new season starts today^^...in 2 minutes^^